We all have a choice to believe in something, I choose to believe in God!

Friday, September 9, 2011

THE SOURCE OF MY STRENGTH

This is what I would have the world to know, that my Jesus can do all things. I am so exhausted. My spirit is weak and my body is frail. But, I know where to run for strength and renewal. So, while I'm praying to Him for all my needs, He shows up like the omnipotent God that He is. He doesn't ask for anything in return. He just washes over me like a mighty wave of peace and renewal. I don't know where each second will take me but I can know how I'll get to each second and with Whom I'll be traveling. He guides every step. He was the One Who told me to come to Him in my moments of sadness and weakness. Sometimes, I'm so tired that I can't even pray. I'm still tired even now, but I'm gonna get to the next second until all seconds have been exhausted and my mission on this earth has been fulfilled. That's really all I want, is to fulfill my mission, which each person has. Some people know what they were put here to do, and some people spend their whole lives searching. I'm still searching. I wish I knew. I wish I knew that the direction that I'm going in is the right one. It feels too exhausting to possibly be the right one but the Bible says, "where we are weak, He is strong." So, what appears to me to be the impossible, is actually nothing more than an arena for God to show Himself strong and capable in. I wouldn't take a step or a breath without Him. I tried that. Did NOT work. I can't do this thing called "life" on my own. I need Him. We all need a strength that comes from something other than anything this world can give. It's this world that drains the strength. It's God that puts it back.